Nov 29th, 2008 Posted in acceptance, dreams, health, life, spiritual | No Comments »
discovering myself requires honesty
not enough
loving myself takes courage
not enough
letting go of the judgement
letting go of the control
not enough
we are one, yet separate
two different beings
two shapes that have come together
still separate, yet one
searching, searching, searching
hoping, hoping
always hoping
sifting through the darkness for what only needs light
it needs not judgement
it requires no fixing
so I put away my hammer [...]
Tags: acceptance, selfpath, storybundle
Apr 7th, 2008 Posted in acceptance, dreams, energy, environment, excess, family, food, health, life, outrage | No Comments »
An eco-village is where I want to be. I don’t want to convert people. I just want to live with the peace of knowing that I am doing the best I can. Modeling my vision of the future! Teaching my children how to live in a peaceful way. To be conscious of what we do [...]
Tags: environment, green, life, reduce, sustainable
Mar 12th, 2008 Posted in conflict, dreams, fear, life, stress, time | 2 Comments »
I sit here contemplating time and space…searching for meaning. I have reclaimed this time and space for thought…putting pencil to paper. I reflect on this writing therapy that I have come to love. In the back of my mind, I wonder if it’s just another drug distracting me from the [...]
Tags: blogging, conflict, connections, inspire, passions
Mar 1st, 2008 Posted in conflict, dreams, energy, environment, food, health, life, money, outrage, stress | 3 Comments »
I like vegetables, which might be explained by my fond memories of eating snow peas straight out of my mother’s garden. They were sweet and crisp and what fun it is to see a plant become food…I realize that somethings have always been. As I walk through the Super Food Plus and wonder [...]
Tags: food, junk food, nourishment, supermarket
Feb 23rd, 2008 Posted in conflict, debt, dreams, environment, excess, family, fear, life, love, money, nature, outrage, recycling, stress | No Comments »
I have spent a good part of my life looking through other people’s eyes searching for answers. What’s right? What’s wrong?..I begged them to tell me. At some point I began trusting in my own eyes. This didn’t happen over night and honestly I still waiver from time to time. Yet [...]
Tags: conciousness, cosmic eyes, views
Feb 12th, 2008 Posted in conflict, dreams, environment, excess, health, life, love, money, nature, outrage, recycling | 4 Comments »
Have you ever had a passion that you embraced even before you knew exactly why it was so important? As is often the case with me, I find I know things before I truly understand them….Well, I am a bag lady, that is, I use cloth bags instead of single-use plastic bags. [...]
Tags: environment, greed, money, plastic, recycle, reduce, reuse
Feb 7th, 2008 Posted in conflict, debt, dreams, excess, family, fear, health, life, love, money, nature, stress | No Comments »
As I pack and sort, I know I’ve been here before. I wonder how many times it takes to get things right. How many times do we have to hit our heads against this brick wall before we slump to the ground and it’s finally over. It’s been one of those days [...]
Tags: drama, family, frustration, heartbreak, love, strife
Feb 4th, 2008 Posted in conflict, dreams, family, fear, life, love, money, stress | No Comments »
Some days are harder that others. Chris and I sit down to talk about the logistics of moving into a yurt. We have 3 weeks to finish remodeling the house where we are currently living; we need at least 7 weeks. We need money to pay bills. Thankfully Chris [...]