Clasping to the earth, the roots dig down past the decaying mass that was once a pine cone. They twist and turn searching…going sideways slightly before turning towards the core. They find their way around the various obstacles searching for depth…for nourishment…for stability. So much of this is rarely seen unless they are ripped from their beloved earth.
Throughout our lives, we connect with those that surround us. These “root systems” offer support from the winds of life, as well as bind us together. As I search for where I want my roots to go,…who and what I wish to tether myself to… I understand why sending out a multitude of rootlets is so important. By sending out 100 roots, I can stand to loose a few and not compromise my stability. For me, maintaining a balance is essential.
Right now I have roots…I must focus on the now and not worry about the tomorrows. They will come, but until they do I don’t know what they will hold. All we have is now. Right now all I must do is write and breathe. My lesson is in the now so I must be present, for THIS will not last. I have so much to love and give. This space is truly amazing and I need to focus on that. Let go of the drama of the future. Let go of the illusion that we have any control over any of this. Let go of what others might think or say. What truly matters in this moment in time is that I accept that which has been given to me. Acceptance without regret or resentment. Simply accept. There are no “whys” that will bring clarity, only more questions that take too much time to answer. Somehow even the answers, when you do find them, only bring more questions. Thus…stop looking for answers or solutions. Just live right now with grace and acceptance that everyday is another breath that is both sweet and bitter. Love and be loved if only for a second. It may be the most meaningful second of your life.